If ONLY I had some TURKEY!!! Gina, I love you and I am with you in Spirit!!!
About Me
- Loving People
- I am a fun loving mom and wife to my wonderful husband, Ted. We were married 25 years ago in 1985. I saw him, and I picked him up. He was wearing a tag that read "AS IS, No Refunds or Returns". I fell in ♥ love and took him home! We have five...count 'em FIVE sons that are going to make some amazing husbands one day! That's because I am trying to teach them the necessities of life and preparing them for the "push" out of the nest when they will learn to fly on their own. Of course, they might not think it's such a great idea to be pushed, until they realize what it is like to SOAR on your own strength! I work at home and maintain my BLOG space as best and regularly as I can! My passion in life is to be a listening ear and gentle answer to those who have been beat up, disillusioned, torn down and tossed away in life. I know the pains that life and other people's choices can bring you, and I also know what you need to "pick you up" when you feel hopeless!
Saturday, September 04, 2010
Happy Birthday Little Sis!
Okay, now please remember I just had major surgery and am not looking or feeling my best... but I wanted to make SURE that my sister Gina Geisse Karstens knows that I am thinking of her - EVERY DAY - while she is away.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
VIDEO blogging... Here we go!!!
Are you ready??? Here I AM!!!
See me, the good, the bad and the "working on it" right here
...as I live "out loud" for anyone interested to see.
Thursday, June 03, 2010
How do I begin and where do we go from here?
WOW! It has been over a month since I updated you all here. Some of you have followed on facebook and some have connected with us personally. We cannot thank you enough for all of your prayers and love during this rocky road.
I'll try to start from where I left of on April 29th. Since surgery, Ted has been home, in BED, for 7 weeks. At our last visit, the surgeon informed us that his leg was still pretty swollen and he should remain non-weight bearing for two more weeks. Unfortunately, as many of you know, one week later - last Wednesday night - Ted was unable to fall asleep. He stayed awake while I slept with the illumination of the television in the background. At 3 a.m. I awoke to use the bathroom. When I returned, he was groaning in pain. "What hurts?" I asked, fully knowing that he would say "my leg" and that it was time for another dose of his pain meds. However, his response came - "my chest and arm"
"WHAT?!" I was now fully alert. "Which arm?"
"My right...and there's like a bubble that keeps moving around..."
"I think we better go to the emergency room" said I.
"No, I'll be fine..." he said through shallow breaths.
Frustrated, I went to the Mayo Clinic site to read to him the symptoms he was having and what they could mean. He sat up...
"OKAY!" he barely choked out.
"Okay what? Okay we can go to the hospital or okay you are feeling better?"
"OKAY - HOSPITAL" - he wasn't good.
We left immediately and arrived at the hospital just after 4 a.m. - who do you call at 4 a.m. for moral support? The E.R. doc worked at keeping things light hearted with her STUPID jokes - yes, they were STUPID, as in the kind your kindergartner comes home with! He was taken to radiology for a CT scan and we waited for results. When they came, we didn't fully understand the gravity of them. She was so "no biggie" about it when she said - "Yep! P.E.- Pulmonary Embolism!" She seemed proud that her diagnosis was correct. "You'll be here for the rest of the day." When Ted pressed more, she confessed, "okay, more like 2 or 3 days."
There went our plans for Memorial Day!
We got to the room and Ted said, "Take my picture for facebook, I've never had to stay in the hospital before." so I did. We STILL had no clue how BAD this was. No one around us seemed to feel the need to tell us either. So, when he was settled in, I kissed him goodbye to go home and nap and gather some things for him and then return. I posted a new status to facebook, texted my mom and my sister, and started to make our bed as I thought about how to tell HIS mom what we had been doing all morning. I made the call. Not knowing "how" to tell her, I just blurted it out, "...he has 4 clots in 5 lobes of his lungs." Her response indicated that this was NOT "okay" like I had originally discerned from the E.R. doc.
After hanging up with her I decided I had better call his surgeon and alert them to what was going on. Each time I reached a live human being, I was immediately transferred up the chain to the next "important" LIVE person until I reached the doctor. At this point, I decided to get honest - "Can you please tell me what this means? I have a feeling I am either OVER-reacting or UNDER-reacting, but I don't know which."
"...this is VERY SERIOUS!" he replied. "If you hadn't gotten him there, he would have likely died."
It was HERE that FEAR filled my heart and mind. I said thank you and hung up. I knew I had to get people to pray, and so I called the ones I knew who would not hesitate. "This is Laurie," I started on voicemails. "I'm going to TRY and keep it together as I tell you this," and then I absolutely fell apart, sobbing into the phone. Who knows how it sounded when they retrieved my message.
Can't "nap" now. So I loaded what I had and headed back to the hospital - trusting that my boys would be able to figure things out and take care of themselves. They did, but they were concerned about mom, and dad - because mom was rambling on about nothing and crying.
When I got to the hospital and shared what I had learned, we BOTH wept.
We had many visitors on Thursday and Friday. Most who were eager to pray with us, and GRATEFULLY we accepted. By Friday afternoon, the 2nd doc to see Ted had already signed discharge papers - but no one had told us. After "training" in shot-giving, we left the hospital around 3 and headed to the pharmacy for three prescriptions that would keep Ted alive... we were met with "sorry, workman's comp denied this. You can purchase the shots for $600 if you wish, and then get re-imbursed later." ARE YOU KIDDING?
WHO SENDS SOMEONE HOME WHO ALMOST DIED AND THEN REFUSES TO COVER THE LIFESAVING MEDS TO KEEP HIM ALIVE?! (...no comment...) Do I need to share how STRESSED we were at this point? Home we went...with NOTHING to help Ted.
The nurse liaison who has been communicating with us since leaving Missouri was THANKFULLY able to give a verbal approval "for the expensive shots" which would be given once a day for the next 5 days. So back I went to pick it all up. When I dumped the meds out onto the bed we were HORRIFIED to find that they'd (the PHARMACIST) decided to give us the generic so they didn't have to go in search of the PRESCRIBED AND APPROVED shots. The generics would require TWENTY SHOTS!!! Instead of one a day, it was now to be two in the morning and two at night!
Later the same night, Ted began to show signs he was not well. We were to return if his temp reached 100.4. It was 100.6 - so I hesitate...and pray. I checked again. 101.2... and I pray. Checking again...101.4, reset, 101.6, 101.7. I am still praying and watching the thermometer. It finally began to drop. 101.3... so I stepped back and let him sleep. Thank you, all of you who joined me in praying that night too.
In the morning on Sunday, it was an AMAZING sight! He was up, took a bath, and said "look at this" as he tossed the covers off. For the FIRST time in 6 weeks, his broken leg was completely NORMAL - no swelling, no redness, no bruising! HEALING CAME!!!
Today, was our follow up appointments. Coumaden clinic revealed that his INR was 2.4 - those who understand, know that IDEAL is 2 to 3. He will be on Coumaden for 3 months. The surgeon released him for therapy and said to TRY to start using the repaired leg. It will likely be 2 1/2 more months or more before he can return to work (as stated by the doctor).
There is a legal deposition on June 21 in Missouri. We will NOT be going - the doctors have forbidden him from traveling so far. Can't say I am disappointed!
I'll try to start from where I left of on April 29th. Since surgery, Ted has been home, in BED, for 7 weeks. At our last visit, the surgeon informed us that his leg was still pretty swollen and he should remain non-weight bearing for two more weeks. Unfortunately, as many of you know, one week later - last Wednesday night - Ted was unable to fall asleep. He stayed awake while I slept with the illumination of the television in the background. At 3 a.m. I awoke to use the bathroom. When I returned, he was groaning in pain. "What hurts?" I asked, fully knowing that he would say "my leg" and that it was time for another dose of his pain meds. However, his response came - "my chest and arm"
"WHAT?!" I was now fully alert. "Which arm?"
"My right...and there's like a bubble that keeps moving around..."
"I think we better go to the emergency room" said I.
"No, I'll be fine..." he said through shallow breaths.
Frustrated, I went to the Mayo Clinic site to read to him the symptoms he was having and what they could mean. He sat up...
"OKAY!" he barely choked out.
"Okay what? Okay we can go to the hospital or okay you are feeling better?"
"OKAY - HOSPITAL" - he wasn't good.
We left immediately and arrived at the hospital just after 4 a.m. - who do you call at 4 a.m. for moral support? The E.R. doc worked at keeping things light hearted with her STUPID jokes - yes, they were STUPID, as in the kind your kindergartner comes home with! He was taken to radiology for a CT scan and we waited for results. When they came, we didn't fully understand the gravity of them. She was so "no biggie" about it when she said - "Yep! P.E.- Pulmonary Embolism!" She seemed proud that her diagnosis was correct. "You'll be here for the rest of the day." When Ted pressed more, she confessed, "okay, more like 2 or 3 days."
There went our plans for Memorial Day!
After hanging up with her I decided I had better call his surgeon and alert them to what was going on. Each time I reached a live human being, I was immediately transferred up the chain to the next "important" LIVE person until I reached the doctor. At this point, I decided to get honest - "Can you please tell me what this means? I have a feeling I am either OVER-reacting or UNDER-reacting, but I don't know which."
"...this is VERY SERIOUS!" he replied. "If you hadn't gotten him there, he would have likely died."
It was HERE that FEAR filled my heart and mind. I said thank you and hung up. I knew I had to get people to pray, and so I called the ones I knew who would not hesitate. "This is Laurie," I started on voicemails. "I'm going to TRY and keep it together as I tell you this," and then I absolutely fell apart, sobbing into the phone. Who knows how it sounded when they retrieved my message.
Can't "nap" now. So I loaded what I had and headed back to the hospital - trusting that my boys would be able to figure things out and take care of themselves. They did, but they were concerned about mom, and dad - because mom was rambling on about nothing and crying.
When I got to the hospital and shared what I had learned, we BOTH wept.
We had many visitors on Thursday and Friday. Most who were eager to pray with us, and GRATEFULLY we accepted. By Friday afternoon, the 2nd doc to see Ted had already signed discharge papers - but no one had told us. After "training" in shot-giving, we left the hospital around 3 and headed to the pharmacy for three prescriptions that would keep Ted alive... we were met with "sorry, workman's comp denied this. You can purchase the shots for $600 if you wish, and then get re-imbursed later." ARE YOU KIDDING?
WHO SENDS SOMEONE HOME WHO ALMOST DIED AND THEN REFUSES TO COVER THE LIFESAVING MEDS TO KEEP HIM ALIVE?! (...no comment...) Do I need to share how STRESSED we were at this point? Home we went...with NOTHING to help Ted.
The nurse liaison who has been communicating with us since leaving Missouri was THANKFULLY able to give a verbal approval "for the expensive shots" which would be given once a day for the next 5 days. So back I went to pick it all up. When I dumped the meds out onto the bed we were HORRIFIED to find that they'd (the PHARMACIST) decided to give us the generic so they didn't have to go in search of the PRESCRIBED AND APPROVED shots. The generics would require TWENTY SHOTS!!! Instead of one a day, it was now to be two in the morning and two at night!
Later the same night, Ted began to show signs he was not well. We were to return if his temp reached 100.4. It was 100.6 - so I hesitate...and pray. I checked again. 101.2... and I pray. Checking again...101.4, reset, 101.6, 101.7. I am still praying and watching the thermometer. It finally began to drop. 101.3... so I stepped back and let him sleep. Thank you, all of you who joined me in praying that night too.
In the morning on Sunday, it was an AMAZING sight! He was up, took a bath, and said "look at this" as he tossed the covers off. For the FIRST time in 6 weeks, his broken leg was completely NORMAL - no swelling, no redness, no bruising! HEALING CAME!!!
Today, was our follow up appointments. Coumaden clinic revealed that his INR was 2.4 - those who understand, know that IDEAL is 2 to 3. He will be on Coumaden for 3 months. The surgeon released him for therapy and said to TRY to start using the repaired leg. It will likely be 2 1/2 more months or more before he can return to work (as stated by the doctor).
There is a legal deposition on June 21 in Missouri. We will NOT be going - the doctors have forbidden him from traveling so far. Can't say I am disappointed!
Thursday, April 29, 2010
I HATE DRAMA!!! Get me OUTTA HERE!
At the risk of possibly upsetting some of you, I will begin with an apology. The past, uhhm, YEAR has been a whirlwind INTO a ridiculous DRAMA that I am incredibly tired of living. I have decided to type the details on my virtual "paper" so that I can share what everyone is asking, and have some semblance of understanding myself. Part of the symptoms of my anemia are confusion and memory issues, so rather than wonder IF I have included everything and/or everyone necessary I will write it out. Hence, my apology... I am sorry if you do not WANT the details, but this is for me - and those who do.
I will only start with THIS year. We moved in with wonderful friends who basically "carried us" while Ted was getting back to work in Missouri. We've been there since November 2009. On March 25, I had the privilege of signing a new rental agreement for THIS home on the lake and getting our keys - unfortunately, this was done with Ted in Missouri - working. He was not a part of the move, however, we were not wanting for help - I was amazed at the incredible group of servers who showed up and made the move happen very quickly. We moved all in on Friday. I had a showing on Saturday, and then began to pave a pathway through the boxes on Sunday...working day and night, hitting the bed, EXHAUSTED, around 3 a.m. each morning only to begin again in a few hours.
Tuesday night, we all went to bed early (around 10) with good intentions to "get er done" in the next 4 days. That is, get the house staged and ready for Easter when we could "relax" and ENJOY it! At 1:30 a.m. Ted called and said, "I'm hurt" - as many of you know, he fell. They'd eventually told him he had sprained his ankle and would be fine to travel home for the holiday but to return on Monday for work. He was given crutches and sent on his way Wednesday sometime before noon. On Friday, the corporate doc called to say "we think you have a hairline fracture". He drove back on Monday, taking James with him as his nurse, and went straight to work that night in great pain.
Tuesday, he had an appointment with the corporate doc who said he'd likely had a hairline fracture and that he was not going to try and deal with it but referred him to an orthopedic surgeon Wednesday morning. He was told he was fine for light duty, to which he was disappointed because he was in incredible pain. At THIS point, the doc prescribed him some Tylenol with codeine. Wednesday, the ortho came in and didn't even x-ray before saying "You broke your leg too, you must be in excruciating pain You drove to MN like that? NEVER SHOULD HAVE, could have died from a clot!" Then, after confirming with the x-ray, "Get your wife down here, you are NOT going back to work, cannot drive, and SHOULD have had surgery last week - when can we do it?"
You know, then, that I drove down on Saturday so that I could be there with him on Monday when they would fix his leg.
We have battled with workman's comp all the way through. Even to the point of them asking "When and why did you have surgery?" They keep changing what they will and will not cover. Now, they have cut his 2/3 TTD (disability salary while out of work) in half!!! We have just enough to pay our rent and maybe utilities. Ted was released to go HOME on Monday 4/19. FINALLY! We were so happy to be home on Tuesday night and both stared into the vastness of the lake out back.
April 1 we finally were re-instated with our family insurance. To which, Ted immediately said "You're going to the doc!" because we had been asking about some anemic tendencies just prior to coverage lapsing a couple of years prior. I went to the doc on Tuesday morning. Because of my symptoms, she ordered blood work and an ultra sound of my pelvis...the same day. We returned home and got a call saying "Come back, your hemoglobin is 7 and you must be typed and crossed tonight, for a blood transfusion tomorrow!" SOOO, back to the hospital Tuesday night, then home, then back again for 6 hours on Wednesday... all while we are still waiting for ultra-sound results to come).
Today, Thursday, Ted FINALLY got his OVERDUE follow up visit to the doc referred to here in MN. It was a 5 hour trip, and frustrating (because it just seems to be "the way" with workman's comp) but we learned that THIS doc is actually the one who DESIGNED the treatment that Ted got in MO!!! HOORAY! Someone who KNOWS what is going on!!! His cast and stitches were removed and he was put in a boot - now he can shower or bathe and is to begin in 2 weeks to put a little weight on it to hopefully get it to a 90 degree angle. Return visit will be in 3 weeks on May 19 for new x-rays and likely a referral to the therapist who will help him to learn how to walk again. Thereapy will be for 4-6 more weeks at which point he will, hopefully, be ready to return to work.
We got home around 4:30... (we left at 10:30 this morning) and made an early dinner and flopped into bed to relax. I'm feeling more "myself" now, after the transfusion, but I have to wonder if it could still be better.
At 5:30 my results call came.
"You have a 'Fibroid Uterous' and 'Right Fundal' which means you have 2 functional cysts on your right ovary. You have a non-functional mass in/on your uterous which has been there a very long time, and is likely the cause of your other issues. These are always benign. Your B12 was better than I have EVER seen in ANYBODY, but your Iron was terrible. Dr. is recommending that you see an OBGYN. You also need a follow up ultra-sound in 3 to 6 weeks. The next step is to decide what to do. It could be anything ranging from leaving it there to a hysterectomy."
I have a consult with an OB GYN tomorrow morning...
Will I EVER get this house ready???
I will only start with THIS year. We moved in with wonderful friends who basically "carried us" while Ted was getting back to work in Missouri. We've been there since November 2009. On March 25, I had the privilege of signing a new rental agreement for THIS home on the lake and getting our keys - unfortunately, this was done with Ted in Missouri - working. He was not a part of the move, however, we were not wanting for help - I was amazed at the incredible group of servers who showed up and made the move happen very quickly. We moved all in on Friday. I had a showing on Saturday, and then began to pave a pathway through the boxes on Sunday...working day and night, hitting the bed, EXHAUSTED, around 3 a.m. each morning only to begin again in a few hours.
Tuesday night, we all went to bed early (around 10) with good intentions to "get er done" in the next 4 days. That is, get the house staged and ready for Easter when we could "relax" and ENJOY it! At 1:30 a.m. Ted called and said, "I'm hurt" - as many of you know, he fell. They'd eventually told him he had sprained his ankle and would be fine to travel home for the holiday but to return on Monday for work. He was given crutches and sent on his way Wednesday sometime before noon. On Friday, the corporate doc called to say "we think you have a hairline fracture". He drove back on Monday, taking James with him as his nurse, and went straight to work that night in great pain.
Tuesday, he had an appointment with the corporate doc who said he'd likely had a hairline fracture and that he was not going to try and deal with it but referred him to an orthopedic surgeon Wednesday morning. He was told he was fine for light duty, to which he was disappointed because he was in incredible pain. At THIS point, the doc prescribed him some Tylenol with codeine. Wednesday, the ortho came in and didn't even x-ray before saying "You broke your leg too, you must be in excruciating pain You drove to MN like that? NEVER SHOULD HAVE, could have died from a clot!" Then, after confirming with the x-ray, "Get your wife down here, you are NOT going back to work, cannot drive, and SHOULD have had surgery last week - when can we do it?"
You know, then, that I drove down on Saturday so that I could be there with him on Monday when they would fix his leg.
We have battled with workman's comp all the way through. Even to the point of them asking "When and why did you have surgery?" They keep changing what they will and will not cover. Now, they have cut his 2/3 TTD (disability salary while out of work) in half!!! We have just enough to pay our rent and maybe utilities. Ted was released to go HOME on Monday 4/19. FINALLY! We were so happy to be home on Tuesday night and both stared into the vastness of the lake out back.
April 1 we finally were re-instated with our family insurance. To which, Ted immediately said "You're going to the doc!" because we had been asking about some anemic tendencies just prior to coverage lapsing a couple of years prior. I went to the doc on Tuesday morning. Because of my symptoms, she ordered blood work and an ultra sound of my pelvis...the same day. We returned home and got a call saying "Come back, your hemoglobin is 7 and you must be typed and crossed tonight, for a blood transfusion tomorrow!" SOOO, back to the hospital Tuesday night, then home, then back again for 6 hours on Wednesday... all while we are still waiting for ultra-sound results to come).
Today, Thursday, Ted FINALLY got his OVERDUE follow up visit to the doc referred to here in MN. It was a 5 hour trip, and frustrating (because it just seems to be "the way" with workman's comp) but we learned that THIS doc is actually the one who DESIGNED the treatment that Ted got in MO!!! HOORAY! Someone who KNOWS what is going on!!! His cast and stitches were removed and he was put in a boot - now he can shower or bathe and is to begin in 2 weeks to put a little weight on it to hopefully get it to a 90 degree angle. Return visit will be in 3 weeks on May 19 for new x-rays and likely a referral to the therapist who will help him to learn how to walk again. Thereapy will be for 4-6 more weeks at which point he will, hopefully, be ready to return to work.
We got home around 4:30... (we left at 10:30 this morning) and made an early dinner and flopped into bed to relax. I'm feeling more "myself" now, after the transfusion, but I have to wonder if it could still be better.
At 5:30 my results call came.
"You have a 'Fibroid Uterous' and 'Right Fundal' which means you have 2 functional cysts on your right ovary. You have a non-functional mass in/on your uterous which has been there a very long time, and is likely the cause of your other issues. These are always benign. Your B12 was better than I have EVER seen in ANYBODY, but your Iron was terrible. Dr. is recommending that you see an OBGYN. You also need a follow up ultra-sound in 3 to 6 weeks. The next step is to decide what to do. It could be anything ranging from leaving it there to a hysterectomy."
I have a consult with an OB GYN tomorrow morning...
Will I EVER get this house ready???
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happyyyyyyyyyy
I know, lately, it seems my posts have all been pretty negative. I don't mean for them to be. I am believing for the best. The wonderful weather here and the kind and friendly staff at the hotel are helping to pass the time. It's just so hard to watch someone you love be in so much pain and not be able to help. I KNOW that he'd be happier at home. That's what we're shooting for!
All the posts of love and prayers mean SO much. Thank you to everyone who is posting, praying, and offering help. We are sooh blessed with an incredible extended family - across the United States!
This whole "Workman's Comp" thing is keeping me guessing too - I'm a pretty organized, figure-it-out and make-the-best kind of person, but it is frustrating and unsteadying to be waiting on someone else to tell you what you can and cannot do. We have attempted several times since Monday to reach "the appropriate person" but no one is calling back. THAT raises some concern! The other piece, is that when we do something we are told, i.e. get a simple prescription, we are met with "...we don't take workman's comp" - which means that everything is coming out of our own pocket. Not so easy to relax when you are forced to spend money you should be using to take care of your basic needs on the unexpected. "We'll be re-imbursed" I'm told... okay, when?
Today I am sitting at the table in our room-looking over my sleeping patient-out onto the sunny parking lot and wishing I could get him out there. Don't think he'll like it much when I make him use the crutches for the next "trip" to the bathroom!
The sign at the front desk says thunderstorms tonight!
All the posts of love and prayers mean SO much. Thank you to everyone who is posting, praying, and offering help. We are sooh blessed with an incredible extended family - across the United States!
This whole "Workman's Comp" thing is keeping me guessing too - I'm a pretty organized, figure-it-out and make-the-best kind of person, but it is frustrating and unsteadying to be waiting on someone else to tell you what you can and cannot do. We have attempted several times since Monday to reach "the appropriate person" but no one is calling back. THAT raises some concern! The other piece, is that when we do something we are told, i.e. get a simple prescription, we are met with "...we don't take workman's comp" - which means that everything is coming out of our own pocket. Not so easy to relax when you are forced to spend money you should be using to take care of your basic needs on the unexpected. "We'll be re-imbursed" I'm told... okay, when?
Today I am sitting at the table in our room-looking over my sleeping patient-out onto the sunny parking lot and wishing I could get him out there. Don't think he'll like it much when I make him use the crutches for the next "trip" to the bathroom!
The sign at the front desk says thunderstorms tonight!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
...will we EVER get back?
"There's NO place like home...there's NO place like home...there's..."
Where IS home? I'm lost... Amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye. I wish I had some ruby slippers to click the heels together and they would instantly bring me home... *sigh* this could be a longer post, the updates are numerous!
We got our keys the evening of 3/25, and promptly moved everything from our "temporary home" in St. Michael. We were thrilled to finally be IN! Slept the night on air mattresses and awoke early to meet our helpers at the storage unit. Arriving at 9:30, and viewing all that our storage unit held (remember, we moved from 6,500 square feet of house to this storage unit - it was packed TO THE ROOF!) I expected a very long day...and it was windy and cold. The kind of cold that pierces your fingers until they go numb.
We are so blessed. I was amazed as every few minutes up drove ANOTHER vehicle, with additional helpers or trailers to lend a helping hand. I really didn't know quite what to expect, but it's incredible when God's hands (the people who love us) reach out and start to do their work! We had 17 people there. We loaded, laughed, and locked... as the last trailer pulled away from the EMPTY storage, I glanced at the clock. It was not quite 10:30! These incredible people had completely packed everything in just shy of one hour!
I was overwhelmed with emotion-Ted could not be there, and it was so hard. He kept calling to check in, but we were busy and I couldn't talk. I was confused with all the details that Ted normally took care of, but was directed to "stand here, and tell everyone where things go!" It worked amazingly!
As you can see in the pictures, 6,500 square feet of "STUFF" doesn't quite FIT into 2700 square feet, so now the task of finding "a place for everything and everything in it's place".
Two days later, at 2 a.m., the phone rang...it was Ted, he didn't sound so good. "I'm hurt...", "WHAT?!" I immediately sat up and shook myself awake.
Most of you know by now, that he fell from a four foot pipe at work when he missed the ladder. 275 lbs of body all landing on one foot (or ankle, as it were). The doctor had determined it was just a sprain and once he could pee in a cup (to prove he was not "under the influence") he could take the weekend off for Easter, but to return to work on Monday for "light duty" at 10%.
While home for Easter, enjoying the wonderful view of the lake (recovery is ALWAYS better with a lake, right?) We watched his leg turn a rainbow of colors...blue and purple the most prominent. Even to his toes, that were blue halfway up to the tips. Those of us watching were convinced that there must be MORE than what we'd been told. We learned that there was probably two "hairline fractures" in the ankle and when he returned he would be seeing the doc again.
He dreaded the long 9 hour drive back to KS, but took James with him to be his nurse. (an EXCELLENT choice, I might add!) Went straight to work, and was MISERABLE. One WEEK after the fall, the doc was ready to admit that he felt more comfortable referring Ted to an Orthopedic surgeon to make the final call. He prescribed some pain meds (FINALLY) and sent him back to work. Ted was sooooo discouraged, because they were saying he would not be returning home to heal, they had plenty of "light duty" to keep him working through the end of summer.
The next call was a different tone. The wonderful Ortho "knows his stuff" and hadn't even x-rayed before he said "you must be in a lot of pain?" Ted said "YES!" Doc said he would NEVER have allowed him to make the drive home (let alone twice) because of the risk of blood clots. By now, his leg was incredibly black and blue. Doc said to do another x-ray, but that he KNEW there was another break just below his knee. He also said, you will NOT be working or putting ANY weight on this for 8 weeks...to which Ted promptly shed tears. He KNEW the pain was worse than what they were saying before! Doc x-rayed and said "Get your wife here for surgery, ASAP!"
Surgery was Monday - today is Wednesday (TWO WEEKS since the injury occurred). Surgery took 2 hours. They gave Ted a "block" in his leg that was to help the pain for 24 hours after he awoke. I was given x-rays to keep, that showed what was done. Screws, straps, brackets...all in the ankle to help cinch the bones together so that the fracture below the knee could heal naturally. Now we wait. Follow up will be on Monday afternoon... it's a lonnnnnng stay in a hotel room. Thankful for the pool, hottub, and a vast array of restaurants to choose from for each meal. Getting tired of eating out...and wondering just what the heck workman's comp is for... We have yet to hear again from them since the diagnosis has changed from a sprain to, now, the need for surgery and screws. He's MISERABLE. Poor baby :( ...and I feel so helpless to do anything for him!
Still about a week of hotel living...
I close my eyes, and imagine myself in Judy Garland's ruby slippers...
"There's no place like home...there's no place like home...
there's no place..."
Where IS home? I'm lost... Amazing how things can change in the blink of an eye. I wish I had some ruby slippers to click the heels together and they would instantly bring me home... *sigh* this could be a longer post, the updates are numerous!
We got our keys the evening of 3/25, and promptly moved everything from our "temporary home" in St. Michael. We were thrilled to finally be IN! Slept the night on air mattresses and awoke early to meet our helpers at the storage unit. Arriving at 9:30, and viewing all that our storage unit held (remember, we moved from 6,500 square feet of house to this storage unit - it was packed TO THE ROOF!) I expected a very long day...and it was windy and cold. The kind of cold that pierces your fingers until they go numb.
We are so blessed. I was amazed as every few minutes up drove ANOTHER vehicle, with additional helpers or trailers to lend a helping hand. I really didn't know quite what to expect, but it's incredible when God's hands (the people who love us) reach out and start to do their work! We had 17 people there. We loaded, laughed, and locked... as the last trailer pulled away from the EMPTY storage, I glanced at the clock. It was not quite 10:30! These incredible people had completely packed everything in just shy of one hour!
I was overwhelmed with emotion-Ted could not be there, and it was so hard. He kept calling to check in, but we were busy and I couldn't talk. I was confused with all the details that Ted normally took care of, but was directed to "stand here, and tell everyone where things go!" It worked amazingly!
As you can see in the pictures, 6,500 square feet of "STUFF" doesn't quite FIT into 2700 square feet, so now the task of finding "a place for everything and everything in it's place". 
Two days later, at 2 a.m., the phone rang...it was Ted, he didn't sound so good. "I'm hurt...", "WHAT?!" I immediately sat up and shook myself awake.
Most of you know by now, that he fell from a four foot pipe at work when he missed the ladder. 275 lbs of body all landing on one foot (or ankle, as it were). The doctor had determined it was just a sprain and once he could pee in a cup (to prove he was not "under the influence") he could take the weekend off for Easter, but to return to work on Monday for "light duty" at 10%.
He dreaded the long 9 hour drive back to KS, but took James with him to be his nurse. (an EXCELLENT choice, I might add!) Went straight to work, and was MISERABLE. One WEEK after the fall, the doc was ready to admit that he felt more comfortable referring Ted to an Orthopedic surgeon to make the final call. He prescribed some pain meds (FINALLY) and sent him back to work. Ted was sooooo discouraged, because they were saying he would not be returning home to heal, they had plenty of "light duty" to keep him working through the end of summer.
The next call was a different tone. The wonderful Ortho "knows his stuff" and hadn't even x-rayed before he said "you must be in a lot of pain?" Ted said "YES!" Doc said he would NEVER have allowed him to make the drive home (let alone twice) because of the risk of blood clots. By now, his leg was incredibly black and blue. Doc said to do another x-ray, but that he KNEW there was another break just below his knee. He also said, you will NOT be working or putting ANY weight on this for 8 weeks...to which Ted promptly shed tears. He KNEW the pain was worse than what they were saying before! Doc x-rayed and said "Get your wife here for surgery, ASAP!"
Surgery was Monday - today is Wednesday (TWO WEEKS since the injury occurred). Surgery took 2 hours. They gave Ted a "block" in his leg that was to help the pain for 24 hours after he awoke. I was given x-rays to keep, that showed what was done. Screws, straps, brackets...all in the ankle to help cinch the bones together so that the fracture below the knee could heal naturally. Now we wait. Follow up will be on Monday afternoon... it's a lonnnnnng stay in a hotel room. Thankful for the pool, hottub, and a vast array of restaurants to choose from for each meal. Getting tired of eating out...and wondering just what the heck workman's comp is for... We have yet to hear again from them since the diagnosis has changed from a sprain to, now, the need for surgery and screws. He's MISERABLE. Poor baby :( ...and I feel so helpless to do anything for him!
I close my eyes, and imagine myself in Judy Garland's ruby slippers...
"There's no place like home...there's no place like home...
there's no place..."
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Please try to keep totes together as follows:
· RED – Mfloor LRm
· ORANGE – Kitchen – FOODS
· GOLD – Kitchen – Dishes
· BLACK – Garage near front
· PURPLE – Julian – Down Bed
· GREEN – Joshua – Up Bed
· RED/GRN Lids – James–Up Bed
....and so, it begins!!! Today we load -- and say good-bye to St. Michael. God is good! He has blessed me with some incredible people to help -- teams for THREE DAYS! I will be BUSY at hand, so will not be back on to blog or fb or anything else "internet" for awhile. When I return, I'll be excited to post BEFORE and AFTER pics -- videos, and to tell you about how things go!
It's all good Ted! We'll miss you, but "WE CAN DO THIS!" and will get it all set so when you return, all you have to do is walk in, find a chair in the sun and RELAXXXXX!
I KNOW you wanna help, right? Heehee -- gimme a call!
SEE YOU IN A FEW DAYS!!!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Three more days!!!
It's Monday morning and we are nearly ready! THREE MORE DAYS and we will be moving to our new "staging job" on the lake... Yesterday afternoon, we spent a substantial amount of time gathering our things around our quaint little "temporary" home here and moving them UP to the garage. Given all the stairs and "ups" we will be commandeering in the next weekend, I figured the sooner the better. Now we can (sort of) relax a bit before the trucks and trailers come for the big move.
...the BIG move? ...well, maybe not so big. Always before, it has been six bedrooms and six baths... over 6,000 square feet of living and staging an MOVING STUFF! Back in October 2009 we sold all but our bedrooms on CraigsList . Save a few items that didn't sell for our going price - and believe me it was a FIRESALE! - we'll be starting over when we get to the new house.
For the record, yes, I am still oil pulling - it's working great and I am loving the results. My youngest has joined the routine and is happy as well with what he sees as a result.
...annnnd, YES, I am STILL working with my online mentor Jeremy. The information is wonderful and I can't wait to tell you (when I feel confident enough) about my successes in it!
...and lastly, when we move, I will be starting to try VIDEO blogging! Yep, you'll get to see my pretty face each time I post --- provided I have make up on! ;o) Gonna do some before and afters of the house, as well as some more "helpful tips" and even some recipes, I think! Pretty excited to get this blog looking more the way I dream about it being!
Have a wonderful day! Looks to be nice here in Minnesota!!!
...the BIG move? ...well, maybe not so big. Always before, it has been six bedrooms and six baths... over 6,000 square feet of living and staging an MOVING STUFF! Back in October 2009 we sold all but our bedrooms on CraigsList . Save a few items that didn't sell for our going price - and believe me it was a FIRESALE! - we'll be starting over when we get to the new house.
For the record, yes, I am still oil pulling - it's working great and I am loving the results. My youngest has joined the routine and is happy as well with what he sees as a result.
...annnnd, YES, I am STILL working with my online mentor Jeremy. The information is wonderful and I can't wait to tell you (when I feel confident enough) about my successes in it!
...and lastly, when we move, I will be starting to try VIDEO blogging! Yep, you'll get to see my pretty face each time I post --- provided I have make up on! ;o) Gonna do some before and afters of the house, as well as some more "helpful tips" and even some recipes, I think! Pretty excited to get this blog looking more the way I dream about it being!
Have a wonderful day! Looks to be nice here in Minnesota!!!
Friday, March 19, 2010
...my journey continues
A dreamer, yes... but I have also been blessed, on many occasions to walk in the promised land of living out my passion of loving people to life. The promised land, to me, has been when God allows those "divine appointments" as some would call them. Those random chance meetings with people - sometimes strangers - that you feel deeply about and desire to show them something new, maybe just something small, but a tool that they can use to move one step further. It motivates, it encourages... and it performs, if given the chance!
Bruce Wilkinson, in his book "The Dream Giver" also points out how when Moses and Joshua led the Israelites out of Egypt, there was a pattern that typically played out. I have seen it to be very true in my own life as well. I offer this tool to you. Maybe it will also encourage you to not give up on your Dream. When difficulties and hurdles seem to be everywhere you look, press on. Keep the faith! Faith is the evidence of things HOPED FOR and things UNSEEN! KEEP THE FAITH!!!
Bruce Wilkinson, in his book "The Dream Giver" also points out how when Moses and Joshua led the Israelites out of Egypt, there was a pattern that typically played out. I have seen it to be very true in my own life as well. I offer this tool to you. Maybe it will also encourage you to not give up on your Dream. When difficulties and hurdles seem to be everywhere you look, press on. Keep the faith! Faith is the evidence of things HOPED FOR and things UNSEEN! KEEP THE FAITH!!!
- Become aware of your personal Dream or calling, and decide to pursue it.
- Face your fears as you leave your "place of comfort".
- Be ready, you WILL face opposition from those around you (mostly due to their own fear!)
- When you endure the season of difficulty and hurdles, press on -- this will test YOUR faith.
- You begin to learn and realize the importance of surrender and consecration to God.
- Giants WILL COME, and you must fight them. They will stand between you and the fulfillment of your Dream.
- You will reach your full potential, achieve your dream, and bring honor to God - The Dream Giver!
Thursday, March 18, 2010
I walk in faith... so I have HOPE!
"I am surrendering my Dream to you, Dream Giver.
I've decided that it's you that I can't go on without."
"Ordinary, I am giving you back your Dream.
Now you can use it to serve me.
Now you can use it to achieve truly Great Things.
And I am with you always."
~Bruce Wilkinson, Author
I had a dream, once... and I had to lay it down. It was a very hard decision to make, but as hard as it was, I let it go. That dream was gone, for a long time. But I got it back! When it was given back to me by the Dream Giver, it was clearer and more concise than I could have ever imagined...
My journey is hard - as you may know, because you may have experienced some of it with me in the past - or you may be walking with me now. However, I have faith in the one who gave me the dream in the first place, because He has never failed me. Often I have felt alone, or abandoned, but when I get through that place that feels so dark and frightening - and I always DO - I discover that He was my silent companion all along. That realization, keeps me walking in faith through any valley, knowing that it will only be a matter of time and I will pass through the darkness and soon, I will see the light ahead that reveals my next step.
My dream, is my name - my heart, my passion - Loving People To LIFE! Every day, every step and every encounter, I have chosen to view as a new opportunity bringing me one step closer to the end result.
"The Land of Promise"
I've decided that it's you that I can't go on without."
"Ordinary, I am giving you back your Dream.
Now you can use it to serve me.
Now you can use it to achieve truly Great Things.
And I am with you always."
~Bruce Wilkinson, Author
I had a dream, once... and I had to lay it down. It was a very hard decision to make, but as hard as it was, I let it go. That dream was gone, for a long time. But I got it back! When it was given back to me by the Dream Giver, it was clearer and more concise than I could have ever imagined...
My journey is hard - as you may know, because you may have experienced some of it with me in the past - or you may be walking with me now. However, I have faith in the one who gave me the dream in the first place, because He has never failed me. Often I have felt alone, or abandoned, but when I get through that place that feels so dark and frightening - and I always DO - I discover that He was my silent companion all along. That realization, keeps me walking in faith through any valley, knowing that it will only be a matter of time and I will pass through the darkness and soon, I will see the light ahead that reveals my next step.
My dream, is my name - my heart, my passion - Loving People To LIFE! Every day, every step and every encounter, I have chosen to view as a new opportunity bringing me one step closer to the end result.
"The Land of Promise"
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Day Two...quick update...
Okay, this is day two -- and not the same, uneventful, experience as I had yesterday!
I decided to brush my teeth BEFORE the pull, knowing that it would likely be harder to palate that sesame oil if my mouth was fresh and clean -- it was! I had also read about putting drops of tea tree or peppermint essential oil in it for either taste or medicinal. Those who know me best, know that I LOVE Tea Tree oil, so that was my choice. I busied myself and suddenly a small drop of the oil got back in my throat -- it caught me by surprise and the gag reflex was instant!
I ran to the toilet and spit -- it had only been 2 minutes, and when I tried to regain my composure, I was faced with a little phlegm that was "teasing" my uvula and would not let go (sorry to be so graphic). SO, finally able to choke it out, I braved the oil and did it again. This time completing 15 minutes. There's been a bit of a loosening of mucus (I think) in my chest and nose a bit runny... a sign, I suppose, that the detox has begun!
Teeth are smooth as glass and I can't believe how fast acting the oil is on the plaque. You know how your teeth can almost "cut" or pinch your tongue when you have a good cleaning? All the spaces between your teeth are so fresh and perfect. Well, after only 2 oil pulling sessions I am thrilled to say I DON'T FEAR my next cleaning!!!
I decided to brush my teeth BEFORE the pull, knowing that it would likely be harder to palate that sesame oil if my mouth was fresh and clean -- it was! I had also read about putting drops of tea tree or peppermint essential oil in it for either taste or medicinal. Those who know me best, know that I LOVE Tea Tree oil, so that was my choice. I busied myself and suddenly a small drop of the oil got back in my throat -- it caught me by surprise and the gag reflex was instant!
I ran to the toilet and spit -- it had only been 2 minutes, and when I tried to regain my composure, I was faced with a little phlegm that was "teasing" my uvula and would not let go (sorry to be so graphic). SO, finally able to choke it out, I braved the oil and did it again. This time completing 15 minutes. There's been a bit of a loosening of mucus (I think) in my chest and nose a bit runny... a sign, I suppose, that the detox has begun!
Teeth are smooth as glass and I can't believe how fast acting the oil is on the plaque. You know how your teeth can almost "cut" or pinch your tongue when you have a good cleaning? All the spaces between your teeth are so fresh and perfect. Well, after only 2 oil pulling sessions I am thrilled to say I DON'T FEAR my next cleaning!!!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Day one "Oil Pulling"....
So, today was my first "Oil Pull"... I am using Sesame Oil. I was a little apprehensive about what to expect with all the testimonies on Earth Clinic about what people have experienced.
I went to the local grocer and found some Cold Pressed Sesame Oil (as opposed to Toasted, or Sesame SEED Oil) that now sits on the bathroom counter to greet me first thing every morning. I keep learning more about it as I go, so my postings may change from time to time -- for example, I did NOT brush my teeth first, but today found out that it is better to do that first. So, tomorrow, I'll brush first!
I took 1 tablespoon of the oil and put it in my mouth. It wasn't as THICK as I thought it might be... thankfully! I started to "swish" it around (no swallowing!) and reminded myself that they suggest finding something to "busy" yourself with so that you don't think about it for the 20 minutes that is required to pull toxins out. I read the grocery ad, changed my clothes, made my DECAF coffee (because caffeine is an ENEMY to Anemics) and promptly spit what was now foamy white oil into the toilet as I flushed it down. Spitting out what more I could, I then rinsed with water and started to drink the recommended 2-3 glasses of water... brushed and flossed my teeth, and was on my way.
The main reason I am writing about it already is to say that I kinda thought my teeth looked a bit whiter... as some have said, but tonight...15 hours later, as I run my tongue across my teeth, they are STILL SMOOTH and clean!!! Something new -- because by this time each day, I can usually feel the proverbial "sweaters" on my teeth that need to be brushed again before bed. NOT TONIGHT!!!
So, tomorrow will be day two. They say it gets easier to tolerate as you keep it up - they also say that if you are going to experience any toxin releases (and icky sicky feelings) it will be in the first 3 days. We'll see. My tummy had a few rumbles today, but nothing I couldn't live with!
And a note to my "followers"... I have been working on some additional blogs that are involving my "passions" like, Month of Meals, Low Carb Living, Organizational Helps and Staging and Decor Hints. I will be adding blogs in those topics - if you wish to follow me there, keep posted here. I will create links to them once they are ready.
See you tomorrow!!!
I went to the local grocer and found some Cold Pressed Sesame Oil (as opposed to Toasted, or Sesame SEED Oil) that now sits on the bathroom counter to greet me first thing every morning. I keep learning more about it as I go, so my postings may change from time to time -- for example, I did NOT brush my teeth first, but today found out that it is better to do that first. So, tomorrow, I'll brush first!
I took 1 tablespoon of the oil and put it in my mouth. It wasn't as THICK as I thought it might be... thankfully! I started to "swish" it around (no swallowing!) and reminded myself that they suggest finding something to "busy" yourself with so that you don't think about it for the 20 minutes that is required to pull toxins out. I read the grocery ad, changed my clothes, made my DECAF coffee (because caffeine is an ENEMY to Anemics) and promptly spit what was now foamy white oil into the toilet as I flushed it down. Spitting out what more I could, I then rinsed with water and started to drink the recommended 2-3 glasses of water... brushed and flossed my teeth, and was on my way.
The main reason I am writing about it already is to say that I kinda thought my teeth looked a bit whiter... as some have said, but tonight...15 hours later, as I run my tongue across my teeth, they are STILL SMOOTH and clean!!! Something new -- because by this time each day, I can usually feel the proverbial "sweaters" on my teeth that need to be brushed again before bed. NOT TONIGHT!!!
So, tomorrow will be day two. They say it gets easier to tolerate as you keep it up - they also say that if you are going to experience any toxin releases (and icky sicky feelings) it will be in the first 3 days. We'll see. My tummy had a few rumbles today, but nothing I couldn't live with!
And a note to my "followers"... I have been working on some additional blogs that are involving my "passions" like, Month of Meals, Low Carb Living, Organizational Helps and Staging and Decor Hints. I will be adding blogs in those topics - if you wish to follow me there, keep posted here. I will create links to them once they are ready.
See you tomorrow!!!
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Detox, anemia and stuff that ails you!
So after my post last night I started to "look around". I found another really great and informational website for CURES to common problems. I'm pretty excited about it and thought I would share with anyone who is interested... The site is called Earth Clinic, and is just LOADED with home remedies, detox's and helps. Not to mention people who have experienced the miracles of the healing remedies. I have found very LITTLE that is negative, but there is some - which I think is always good. Balance, you know?
So, in an attempt to cure my anemia, endometriosis and whatever else may be lurking inside, (they have a whole list of diagnoses that people get from their doc) I have decided to try the "Oil Pulling" that they talk about, and the Black Strap Molasses (*gag*) with some Farina to make it palatable. They also recommend Apple Cider Vinegar (ACV) for the fibroids/endometriosis... not so sure I am BRAVE enough for that one yet!
This "Oil Pulling" thing sounds intriguing... the multiple side BENEFITS of it are pretty awesome! Whiter teeth, more energy, weight loss, vision improvements?! I'll let you know when I see things change!
So, in an attempt to cure my anemia, endometriosis and whatever else may be lurking inside, (they have a whole list of diagnoses that people get from their doc) I have decided to try the "Oil Pulling" that they talk about, and the Black Strap Molasses (*gag*) with some Farina to make it palatable. They also recommend Apple Cider Vinegar (ACV) for the fibroids/endometriosis... not so sure I am BRAVE enough for that one yet!
This "Oil Pulling" thing sounds intriguing... the multiple side BENEFITS of it are pretty awesome! Whiter teeth, more energy, weight loss, vision improvements?! I'll let you know when I see things change!
Monday, March 08, 2010
I am anemic...
And it can really be a DOWNER!!!
People tell me often that my "color doesn't look good" and "are you feeling okay?". So, tonight I post this question "Can chips and salsa help anemia?" to which I got a reply of YES... REALLY?! WOW!
...and that got me thinking... I've just taken advice from people and occasionally a medical person who often tells me to take Iron. Yeah, yeah, yeah... I recently started taking sublingual B-12 dots which seemed to help IMMEDIATELY. But I am certain that my eating has been my worst enemy. I eat about one meal a day, and then not always the best because of our living situation. I've worked VERY HARD to FORCE myself to pay attention and make sure to eat something of value for every meal.
And now, I found this link on Anemia... informative and helpful. Do YOU suffer from anemia? Check it out!
People tell me often that my "color doesn't look good" and "are you feeling okay?". So, tonight I post this question "Can chips and salsa help anemia?" to which I got a reply of YES... REALLY?! WOW!
...and that got me thinking... I've just taken advice from people and occasionally a medical person who often tells me to take Iron. Yeah, yeah, yeah... I recently started taking sublingual B-12 dots which seemed to help IMMEDIATELY. But I am certain that my eating has been my worst enemy. I eat about one meal a day, and then not always the best because of our living situation. I've worked VERY HARD to FORCE myself to pay attention and make sure to eat something of value for every meal.
And now, I found this link on Anemia... informative and helpful. Do YOU suffer from anemia? Check it out!
Thursday, March 04, 2010
SOLD!!
So, here's the thing... I have been staging and home managing for three years. Many of you know this about us already...when we moved in October, we left the company we were staging for, because we could not find another, and were in financial straights.
In December, the 14th exactly, Ted got a call for work after having been off for almost 18 months. It was bittersweet. We were happy that he had work, but sad that we would have to part, for an undetermined time. He is still gone.
In the meantime, I still LOVE to re-purpose, re-design, re-stage, and re-arrange. It makes one feel so GOOD and gives a newness to an old situation.
So, while on one of my trips to meet Ted halfway, I was "iced in" due to a major ice storm. During that week, I decided to use the time to help out my aunt and uncle who were thinking about selling their house. They'd had a realtor come and see it and give some feedback. He said there was a lot to be done...they told him what I do and he thought that would be great -- so here we go!!
It was a bit of a challenge, because most of the stuff was "well used" and there wasn't any money to purchase new things. But I was determined to make it "new"...if only to help THEM enjoy it and feel better.
The realtor loved the changes, and called to say he had someone he wanted to show it to. The call came on Friday...showing on Saturday... AN OFFER WAS MADE ON SUNDAY, and the house wasn't even listed yet!!! So, does STAGING SELL HOMES???
YES INDEED!!!
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
IDEAS abounding!!!
I haven't written for a few days... not the best "consistency" in my opinion, considering my desire is to write every one to two days. I'm getting there, tho. When I originally started this blog, I was only making entries about twice a year, IF I remembered. More often, it ended up being an "Annual Update" of sorts to force me to do my Christmas Newsletter (do people really read them when I send them?).
I am working on this marketing thing daily and every day I get more and more excited!!! This guy is really GOOD! I am stirred... with so many ideas, several of which are informational blogs that I could be writing - or will. "Organizing a Large Family", "Parenting Ideas and Helps", "Marriage Building", "Menu Planning and Month of Meals", "Budgeting" etc., "Products I Like and Recommend", "Staging and Decor Ideas" "Low Carb Lifestyle" or....?
I need some input -- what do YOU think would be a good place to start? I feel like I could do several and enjoy them, but want to be GOOD at what I do -- not overwhelmed with many "Blogging To Do's" every day. So, REALLY, what would YOU suggest???
I am working on this marketing thing daily and every day I get more and more excited!!! This guy is really GOOD! I am stirred... with so many ideas, several of which are informational blogs that I could be writing - or will. "Organizing a Large Family", "Parenting Ideas and Helps", "Marriage Building", "Menu Planning and Month of Meals", "Budgeting" etc., "Products I Like and Recommend", "Staging and Decor Ideas" "Low Carb Lifestyle" or....?
I need some input -- what do YOU think would be a good place to start? I feel like I could do several and enjoy them, but want to be GOOD at what I do -- not overwhelmed with many "Blogging To Do's" every day. So, REALLY, what would YOU suggest???
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Life is...exhausting...
Well, after spending the ENTIRE DAY looking through digital photos, I am now waaaay too tired to BLOG! BUT, I am committed...to keeping up with it!!!
The photos you see here...there are three of them... is the beautiful view from my new house!!! Yep, we, thanks to a wonderful friend, are moving. Once the agreement is signed tonight, we will be renting this home right on the North end of this beautiful spring fed lake!!! Sooo, come and see us... look where we can sit -- and waste away the hours -- with a view, or the sun, or floating in the clear water!!!
So, when shall I expect your arrival???
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
...home again home again jiggity jig!
Well, I made it home. After a day and a half of white knuckling driving, I am here. And although I had a wonderful time, it feels GOOD. At least HERE they know what to do when it snows!
As I said before, I kinda took the weekend off, while with hubby...but am SO EXCITED to get back on track with my online money coming in. Seems we, the students, just struck GOLD where the mentoring and hand-holding is concerned. It has been a bit frustrating, because of the simplicity of it. Jeremy is teaching the whole gambit, including things like "how to get a gmail account". Which is good, but when you already know some of the stuff, it makes it hard to wait for "the good stuff". SOOO, he is listening... and has given me FORTY, count them... FORTY VIDEOS to take step by step. He promises that on day 17 we make our first money. As I said, I took my first step at making $ but the site has confused me a bit, so I am now digging deeper to figure out what it is (in those videos) that I missed!
For anyone who missed it, scroll down my blog here and see what's up. I'm SO EXCITED, but will NOT RECRUIT for this! YAHOOOOOOO! If you WANT to see it, find the link on the left side of my blog or click here to see it . Watch the vids that are there, you'll be quite impressed, I think! Jeremy is now friends "in great standing" with all of the big whigs in eBay, Google, Facebook, Twitter, etc... HE KNOWS HIS STUFF! Downhome guy from Lincoln, NE - what could be better?
Oops, sorry -- I promised not to recruit! I'm just so excited about him. Talk to you soon!
As I said before, I kinda took the weekend off, while with hubby...but am SO EXCITED to get back on track with my online money coming in. Seems we, the students, just struck GOLD where the mentoring and hand-holding is concerned. It has been a bit frustrating, because of the simplicity of it. Jeremy is teaching the whole gambit, including things like "how to get a gmail account". Which is good, but when you already know some of the stuff, it makes it hard to wait for "the good stuff". SOOO, he is listening... and has given me FORTY, count them... FORTY VIDEOS to take step by step. He promises that on day 17 we make our first money. As I said, I took my first step at making $ but the site has confused me a bit, so I am now digging deeper to figure out what it is (in those videos) that I missed!
For anyone who missed it, scroll down my blog here and see what's up. I'm SO EXCITED, but will NOT RECRUIT for this! YAHOOOOOOO! If you WANT to see it, find the link on the left side of my blog or click here to see it . Watch the vids that are there, you'll be quite impressed, I think! Jeremy is now friends "in great standing" with all of the big whigs in eBay, Google, Facebook, Twitter, etc... HE KNOWS HIS STUFF! Downhome guy from Lincoln, NE - what could be better?
Oops, sorry -- I promised not to recruit! I'm just so excited about him. Talk to you soon!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
...the view from here...
Well, being in Kansas City with Ted has made it somewhat more difficult to stay consistent with my daily postings here, but I am trying!!!
Today, we awoke to about 4 inches of snow. Until now, I have watched how the weather works here. It snows, it blows, people crash, and it's gone... today, I have learned that the snow actually DOES STAY in Missouri when it's deep enough! And oh how still things are around here! NO ONE wants to MOVE here. Pretty funny, considering this is probably a typical snow in MN and IA.
It's STILL snowing, though. And given the way I have seen KC respond, I'm not so confident in my plan to leave for home tomorrow. I am confident in my vehicle, but the way people seem to "freeze" (no pun intended) with snow around here, THEIR unpredictability of response is what makes me most nervous. The highways here are all THREE lanes, but when it snows, no one spans out -- they all use ONE.
You can't define the parking lot from the sidewalk here -- except for where the cars are. I guess they don't plow here either!
Regarding my money making endeavor... it's the weekend, I took it off to "play" with my husband!
Today, we awoke to about 4 inches of snow. Until now, I have watched how the weather works here. It snows, it blows, people crash, and it's gone... today, I have learned that the snow actually DOES STAY in Missouri when it's deep enough! And oh how still things are around here! NO ONE wants to MOVE here. Pretty funny, considering this is probably a typical snow in MN and IA.
It's STILL snowing, though. And given the way I have seen KC respond, I'm not so confident in my plan to leave for home tomorrow. I am confident in my vehicle, but the way people seem to "freeze" (no pun intended) with snow around here, THEIR unpredictability of response is what makes me most nervous. The highways here are all THREE lanes, but when it snows, no one spans out -- they all use ONE.
You can't define the parking lot from the sidewalk here -- except for where the cars are. I guess they don't plow here either!
Regarding my money making endeavor... it's the weekend, I took it off to "play" with my husband!
Friday, February 19, 2010
from one classy woman to another...
My grandmother was a CLASSY woman in her prime.... actually, BOTH of my grandmothers have always emanated class and grace and incredible beauty. I have been blessed for 45 years to have both of my grandmothers with me. They are both still alive, and I was thinking about them, and our history, during my 3 hour drive today.
My paternal grandmother is beautiful, opinionated, yet to herself... and not too revealing of herself and her feelings and beliefs. She never really reached out much to my sister and me, so we only know so much of her, what she has allowed and revealed. My maternal grandmother, also beautiful and opinionated, is one who LOVES "relationship" and for as long as I can remember, she has gone out of her way to keep good relationships with everyone she holds dear. Drawing us out, asking about our lives and sharing hers with us. I am grieved, because I rarely see them anymore. I live so far away, and my trips "home" are so often short and every moment calculated and planned. Sometimes, when it works, it is only for a few moments. How things have changed...they have changed.
Both are aging, they were born on the same day only a year apart... one will turn 89 this year, and the other is to be 90. Everytime I see them, I wonder, will this be the last time? So many years of memories and love...it will be a hard day when the phone call comes that they have gone. I think I have moved into "protective" mode... my heart does not want to feel the ache that I know will be inevitable.
Just my thoughts for today... and for those of you wondering about my marketing endeavor, I have only to report that I received approval for my affiliate marketing manager and publishing application. Yippee!!! This is a HUGE step. If I could FIGURE OUT the website on my own, I would have made my first money yesterday... but the "newbie" that I am, I will have to get some more training and help to make sure I do it right!!! Keep watching, it's only going to be more exciting!!!
My paternal grandmother is beautiful, opinionated, yet to herself... and not too revealing of herself and her feelings and beliefs. She never really reached out much to my sister and me, so we only know so much of her, what she has allowed and revealed. My maternal grandmother, also beautiful and opinionated, is one who LOVES "relationship" and for as long as I can remember, she has gone out of her way to keep good relationships with everyone she holds dear. Drawing us out, asking about our lives and sharing hers with us. I am grieved, because I rarely see them anymore. I live so far away, and my trips "home" are so often short and every moment calculated and planned. Sometimes, when it works, it is only for a few moments. How things have changed...they have changed.
Both are aging, they were born on the same day only a year apart... one will turn 89 this year, and the other is to be 90. Everytime I see them, I wonder, will this be the last time? So many years of memories and love...it will be a hard day when the phone call comes that they have gone. I think I have moved into "protective" mode... my heart does not want to feel the ache that I know will be inevitable.
Just my thoughts for today... and for those of you wondering about my marketing endeavor, I have only to report that I received approval for my affiliate marketing manager and publishing application. Yippee!!! This is a HUGE step. If I could FIGURE OUT the website on my own, I would have made my first money yesterday... but the "newbie" that I am, I will have to get some more training and help to make sure I do it right!!! Keep watching, it's only going to be more exciting!!!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Guinea pig in training... WATCH and see.
SOOO, here we go!
Actually, I have been doing this for awhile. There are only a select number of students. I started in this training program almost 2 weeks ago. It is VERY exciting and I really believe that it is going to work.
I love, love, LOVE that it is NOT a multi-level-marketing program and I do NOT have to be the "nuisance" friend who recruits all my friends and family and 23rd cousins! SO FEAR NOT!!! I promise, I will NOT contact YOU! IF, as you watch, you think you like what you are seeing, and IF you start to see I am "going to coffee or dinner", or other FUN things with friends... and it's always "my treat", well, then hopefully that will mean that I am seeing success - I will expect that you will be brave and ask me how it's going and if it's working, so you can learn too.
The program that I am on is posted in a link on the sidebar of my blog here, titled "Make Money with Your Blog". If you want to see it, go for it. Nothing is required to snoop around!
I sure hope NOT to be eating crow in a few weeks...but I will blog my progress all the way!
Actually, I have been doing this for awhile. There are only a select number of students. I started in this training program almost 2 weeks ago. It is VERY exciting and I really believe that it is going to work.
I love, love, LOVE that it is NOT a multi-level-marketing program and I do NOT have to be the "nuisance" friend who recruits all my friends and family and 23rd cousins! SO FEAR NOT!!! I promise, I will NOT contact YOU! IF, as you watch, you think you like what you are seeing, and IF you start to see I am "going to coffee or dinner", or other FUN things with friends... and it's always "my treat", well, then hopefully that will mean that I am seeing success - I will expect that you will be brave and ask me how it's going and if it's working, so you can learn too.
The program that I am on is posted in a link on the sidebar of my blog here, titled "Make Money with Your Blog". If you want to see it, go for it. Nothing is required to snoop around!
I sure hope NOT to be eating crow in a few weeks...but I will blog my progress all the way!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
...let go
...once again I find myself faced with a familiar, yet cold and lonely road. It's time to let go.This is not the first time I have been here, no... in fact this is the third time. It doesn't seem to get any easier with time.
I remember, years ago, when we worked in youth ministry and we, ourselves, were not so far from the step out of the nests we had known for so long as safety, love and direction... this made it easier for us to "help" the parents of the kids that we worked with. It was my heart to encourage the parents to "trust" their son or daughter. Telling them, "You have done the best of all you know how and it is time for them to fly." The age of accountability. "Choices they make, are not necessarily always going to be right, or the ones you would choose..." But those choices bring lessons. Some quick, some easy and some very difficult lessons.
It's my turn, again... The love and lessons I have worked on for years, are about to reveal themselves again... My son, recently 18, has told me of some of his plans... I do not agree, and he knows this... but he knows my love -- and has said "You don't need to worry momma, you raised me right..."
I am grateful for his openness and honest communication. It's something that a parent longs for. He has seen my failings twice before...and hopefully the successes of right advice I have given too. His life decisions now are based upon things he has heard, and seen, and his own "stepping out" of my nest.
I am scared for him... as I was for each of my others. It is such a long way down from the nest... But it is time now, for me to trust God... and him... that the steps he makes and the doors he chooses to open will be walked through with grace and wisdom of what he has seen before, and courage to know that a failure is only another step towards success... and character. I love my sons so very much... and want to protect them, because I know, and I have learned all the wickedness and traps in the world that have been set against them. Hopefully he knows, hopefully they ALL know that I am here... not to control, or to dictate, but to listen, to hear, and to share from my own life experiences... if only they will ask, I am here... but now, I let go... and watch him FLY!
Monday, February 15, 2010
...time to go ...what next?
SIGH... back to my "ho hum"...
This has been a fantastic "weekend"! I arrived on Thursday afternoon. It was almost 40 degrees and I found I was comfortable without my coat! That was very short lived ...I brought the cold and snow with me...
Getting here, I felt like Cinderella going to the ball... we hadn't been together for three weeks except for webcam and email. The simple act of touching when we kissed, was exhilarating. I'd had no idea how much I missed it, and him. We've gone to church, to visit old friends we haven't seen for 15 years, to the movie "Dear John", dinner via the kindness of other friends to the SmokeHouse BBQ...having sampled DELICIOUS "Sweet Corn Nuggets" that I am DETERMINED to conquer myself. Then, a drive to the plant (where he works), to the local ski slope (Hahahahhahaha, that was a laugh!) back to Nebraska Furniture Mart and then to the Legends... fabulous meals for two in the room (made by us), another movie "Valentine's Day" ...Just US ...all leading up to today.
I was to leave today... I am still here because in KC they aren't as adaptable to the cold, snow and wind... four "multi-car pileups" today alone! He called on his way to work tonight...with a little more "upbeat tone" in his voice. It seems there is a very real possibility that a job will be opening up in mid-March back in the cities.... "home"... where he belongs! So we pray, for favor in that or another position back in MN.
I hold you military spouses in the highest respect! I did before, but now have a very different understanding of just what it takes to be away from each other... HERE, HERE!!!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I love you...
Happy Valentine's Day!
Today, not unlike any other, is Sunday. But today, is Valentine's Day. It comes but once a year, and poses as a "reminder" to some, that it is time to re-iterate and show your love to someone special or several "someones".
It is a time to focus on what is really important... things, or people?
I am not a "flower" girl, although it is sure nice now and then when my husband shows up out-of-the-blue with a single rose, or, if he didn't spend a fortune, a bouquet... but, even more meaningful to me -- his heart. I have also taken the same initiative with my kids...one day, they will appreciate really knowing what is in my heart, the value in it changes with time... yet, remains - PRICELESS!
We are not wealthy, financially, so some time ago, we bought leather bound journals for each other. These journals go with us everywhere. In a moment of longing, or passion, or love... or just "thinking about you"... we are committed to take out our journal and write, from the depths of our heart -- and re-iterate what we think the other should just "know"...our love. I have also taken the same initiative with my kids...one day, they will appreciate really knowing what is in my heart, the value in it changes with time... yet, remains - PRICELESS!
This journal doesn't fade or die with time, and at any moment I can take it out to remind me of what we have spent so many years working on...and why. Flowers fade and die... the words in this book, I NEVER grow tired of reading!
Friday, February 12, 2010
...I WILL CHANGE!!!
So, here I am... I made the long haul to Kansas City, MO...and I did it all by myself! At the advice of a friend, I went to my local library, got a couple of audio books and headed South! It was actually a rather soothing time. A.L.O.N.E. I can't remember when I actually TOOK time alone, and focused... just to do something for ME. It was very nice.
YOUR
I had taken an "evaluation quiz" online at one point...to see "where I fit best" or what would be my best "career move"... and it has me thinking, about change. Change that I need to make in my own life. About how other people must "read" me when I make comments and such. I don't like what I have realized. I am so negative and hard on MYSELF. I almost INSTANTLY "hear" the negative in any remark, comment or advise given to me. So, I am changing. I WILL CHANGE!!! I am working on it. I've posted the link to the quiz, if you wish to take it. Here are MY results:
YOUR LEAD ROLE
CARETAKER
You begin by asking:
'Is everyone okay?'
You are acutely aware of everyone else’s emotional state, particularly if you sense they are feeling hurt or slighted. You are instinctively inclusive, always looking for ways to draw others into the circle and make them feel wanted, heard, and appreciated.
Your best quality:
Your open heart
Always:
Be willing to ask people for favors in return
Be careful you:
Don’t get so consumed with other people’s feelings that you forget your own
Your smartest career move:
Any job where you’re paid either to play on a team or lead the team.
YOUR
SUPPORTING ROLE
EQUALIZER
You begin by asking:
'What’s the right thing to do?'
You are sensitive to how everything in the world is connected, how movement in one part of the world causes everything else to move as well. Alive to this inter-connectedness, you feel compelled to keep everything aligned.
Your best quality:
Your innate sense for what is right
Always:
Lead with your values
Be careful you:
Don’t become too obviously defensive when your values are challenged
Your smartest career move:
Any job where you’re paid to speak up for people who’ve been wronged.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Cinderella at the ball!!!
I'm here!!!
Those of you who have been following me on facebook, know that my husband, Ted, has been working in Kansas City, MO since December 14, 2009. Valentine's Day will be TWO MONTHS that we have been apart, except for a couple of "meetings" in Des Moines -- midway. His weekends were spent WORKING, until a couple of weeks ago... THIS weekend, I decided to come all the way to KC to see him.
The anticipation and excitement to get here was almost unbearable.... I can't even begin to explain how wonderful it was just to see him IN PERSON!!! ...and when we touched... GASP! It took my breath away!!!
I hadn't realized how "empty" I have really been feeling with my other half two states away. Just to hold each other and close my eyes was... well, healing.
So, Valentine's weekend in Kansas City... hopefully I will get a few pictures to share! Thanks to my sweet friends and family who have been so helpful along the way to make this a reality! Aaron and Stephanie Tuott, Marilynn Williams, Sherry Rowley, Don Geisse... and those who offered - I am soooo grateful!
Those of you who have been following me on facebook, know that my husband, Ted, has been working in Kansas City, MO since December 14, 2009. Valentine's Day will be TWO MONTHS that we have been apart, except for a couple of "meetings" in Des Moines -- midway. His weekends were spent WORKING, until a couple of weeks ago... THIS weekend, I decided to come all the way to KC to see him.
The anticipation and excitement to get here was almost unbearable.... I can't even begin to explain how wonderful it was just to see him IN PERSON!!! ...and when we touched... GASP! It took my breath away!!!
I hadn't realized how "empty" I have really been feeling with my other half two states away. Just to hold each other and close my eyes was... well, healing.
So, Valentine's weekend in Kansas City... hopefully I will get a few pictures to share! Thanks to my sweet friends and family who have been so helpful along the way to make this a reality! Aaron and Stephanie Tuott, Marilynn Williams, Sherry Rowley, Don Geisse... and those who offered - I am soooo grateful!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
He who sings, prays twice...
I love music... and I love the saying "He who sings, prays twice". Music absolutely moves me, especially when I hear a song that speaks words that resonate from the depth of my soul.
I bought a new CD. Casting Crowns "Until the Whole World Hears" I highly recommend it!
I bought a new CD. Casting Crowns "Until the Whole World Hears" I highly recommend it!
To know You, is to never worry for my life
To know You, is to never give in to compromise, and
To know You, is to want to tell the world about You
Cause I can't live without You
To know You, is to know your voice when You are calling
To know You, is to catch my brother when he's falling
To know You, is to feel the pain of the brokenhearted
Cause they can't live without You
To know You, is to ache for more than ordinary
To know You, is to look beyond the temporary...
More than my next breath, more than life or death
All I'm reaching for, I live my life to know you more
I leave it all behind, You're all that satisfies
To know You is to want to know You more
To know You is to want to know You more
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Random Acts...
"If a brother or sister is without clothing and in need of daily food, and one of you says to them, "Go in peace, be warmed and be filled," and yet you do not give them what is necessary for their body, what use is that? Even so faith, if it has no works, is dead, being by itself." ~James 2:15-17
How "relevant" is this scripture in our world today? When I read this...I can immediately think of several people who would qualify as "in need"...how about you? How many people do you KNOW that are in need? Why is it that Random Acts are in many of our minds as something you do for strangers? Only a few verses earlier we are told "You shall love your neighbor as yourself," my neighbor is right next door...someone I may know closely.
How can I meet a need? I must first take the time to learn what is needed. If I am so absorbed in myself and my issues I will not be able to see when God is giving me the opportunity to do a Random Act and meet a need. Even if I am in need, there is always SOMETHING that I can do for someone else. Find a need and fill it today ~ Put legs to your faith... bring it to LIFE!
Monday, February 08, 2010
Change is coming...
...can you feel it? CHANGE... there's something "in the air". Everyone is talking about it... 2009 was such a roller coaster year for most of us, and I keep hearing people say "2010 is a new year!" and "Something exciting is going to happen this year, I can just feel it!" ...well, I sense it as well, but not sure exactly what "it" will be... 2009 brought the most interesting year for us yet. And we are starting out 2010 in someone else's basement. It can ONLY GET BETTER, right?
As I write this blog, I am sitting here wondering "what's next?" Ted left Minnesota for the only work he could find on December 14, 2009. He sits in a "value" extended stay hotel somewhere in Kansas City, Missouri. I am grateful, that we have had opportunities to meet halfway, because of family that lives in Iowa. Up to this point, we have been able to see each other about every two weeks...
Valentine's weekend is this week. It will be THREE weeks since our last "touch". I am going to make the drive this time. I will finally be able to see where he is, where he works, and live -- for a moment -- in his world. Then, I will return, alone.
It is our dream to figure out a way to earn an income "online" that is completely portable. That way, it really won't matter "where" we are...we will be earning our keep. I think we have found the door to that dream. We have taken a step, that I do believe will make things start moving again financially. As I know, I will share with you... the last thing I want to do is to risk my reputation with some pitch that eventually makes you want to avoid us when you see us! Our mentor, is a humble kind of guy in Omaha, NE. We are one (or two) of only 500 people that he is training up in the ways of his success. He is a multi-millionaire.
If you know me/us, you know our heart is to share everything... and so, the moment it starts to reveal success, you will be the first to know. In the meantime, part of what "makes it work" is to be doing regular blogging. Which you all know (or can see) that I am not so good at. I have a ridiculous tendency to do LONNNNG updates on an annual or bi-annual basis. This will not work, and it is not the way I wanted to do it in the first place either! It is my desire to give HELPFUL updates and information, but in short easy to swallow posts. So after this post, there will no longer be long drawn out posts...I promise, to you my readers, that I will keep them short and sweet. Okay?!
If you have questions or suggestions that you think would be good for posting, I am all ears!!! Please make comments, email or call me with your ideas. Ted always says I have "a lot to offer people" so now I just need to figure out what that is and start offering it!!! There's a very real and likely probability that I will be starting a NEW blog for this... I will let you know when I make that move -- I am thinking about a new name.... "A Cardboard Box" ...what do you think?
Thanks for reading! Oh yeah... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
As I write this blog, I am sitting here wondering "what's next?" Ted left Minnesota for the only work he could find on December 14, 2009. He sits in a "value" extended stay hotel somewhere in Kansas City, Missouri. I am grateful, that we have had opportunities to meet halfway, because of family that lives in Iowa. Up to this point, we have been able to see each other about every two weeks...
Valentine's weekend is this week. It will be THREE weeks since our last "touch". I am going to make the drive this time. I will finally be able to see where he is, where he works, and live -- for a moment -- in his world. Then, I will return, alone.
It is our dream to figure out a way to earn an income "online" that is completely portable. That way, it really won't matter "where" we are...we will be earning our keep. I think we have found the door to that dream. We have taken a step, that I do believe will make things start moving again financially. As I know, I will share with you... the last thing I want to do is to risk my reputation with some pitch that eventually makes you want to avoid us when you see us! Our mentor, is a humble kind of guy in Omaha, NE. We are one (or two) of only 500 people that he is training up in the ways of his success. He is a multi-millionaire.
If you know me/us, you know our heart is to share everything... and so, the moment it starts to reveal success, you will be the first to know. In the meantime, part of what "makes it work" is to be doing regular blogging. Which you all know (or can see) that I am not so good at. I have a ridiculous tendency to do LONNNNG updates on an annual or bi-annual basis. This will not work, and it is not the way I wanted to do it in the first place either! It is my desire to give HELPFUL updates and information, but in short easy to swallow posts. So after this post, there will no longer be long drawn out posts...I promise, to you my readers, that I will keep them short and sweet. Okay?!
If you have questions or suggestions that you think would be good for posting, I am all ears!!! Please make comments, email or call me with your ideas. Ted always says I have "a lot to offer people" so now I just need to figure out what that is and start offering it!!! There's a very real and likely probability that I will be starting a NEW blog for this... I will let you know when I make that move -- I am thinking about a new name.... "A Cardboard Box" ...what do you think?
Thanks for reading! Oh yeah... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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